oh wow .. its been , 16yrs since i was born ? hahahs , long huh ..
i guess today was , nt so bad .. morning , went church , thn went home , slack a lil , thnn .. went out meet jody n dinah . lols , pass me present and .. walked alot ? lols . not bad bah .. better thn being at home . (: but .. jus wasnt feeling tht good .. some weird stupid lil feeling during tht , small lil outing . lolol . sooo , yeah .. slacked til arnd .. 3 ? thn went home ..
yadayadayada .. TRIED to do poa .. but dk how .. sian-ed .. damn im jus so darn stupid .. -.- ugh .. anywy .. arnd 430 left hse . went watch harry potter with tim and my aunt . lols . reached arnd 515 ? lol , met tim , thn met aunt . collect food and tickets thn went in . not bad uh , e movie , i think . lols , jus also .. practically almost no fighting ? lol . so few tht .. u could say dun have . lolol . oh well . aft movie , aunt left , met mum , tim tagged along and ate dinner , swensons ^^ . lols . quite a while din go bahh . lols .
talk,eat,talk,eat .. lols . quite fun uh . tim laughed for , QUITE long .. at one point of time , smth abt e manager being blocked by e waiter . funny at e start bahh , but tim went crazy . LOL . hahahs .
ohh and .. heard some bad news also .. ? shant say , but nt related to me one . lols . sooo .. yeah .. ate paste and icecream ! :D lolol , FREAKING FULL . lolol . paid , thn tim left to meet his parents to go home . lols . thnnn , i went walk arnd carrefour a lil while with mum thn went home . freaking full alllllllllllll e way til now .. -.- lol .
oh well , watched fantastic four ! :D love tht show (: lols . hmmm , now i guess im trying to stop mapling ? stupid huh , shud concentrate on studies ! lol .. hardhard .. ANYWY .. been feeling weird past week or so .. CRAP FEELING AGAIN .. z . lols .. hateithateithateit .. lol . idkidkidk whywhywhy .. ?! BLAHUGHCRAP .. im having STUPID thoughts .. smth like .. what if .. i ended everyth ? im gone ? suddenly ? idk .. stupid right ? lol . i jus have this feeling , im alone and no one cares ? maybemaybe , hahhs , im gg crazy . O.O
AHHHHHH , its my BIRTHDAY FOR GOSHSAKE .. damn im acting all stupid .. jus wondering whats gonna happen next .. maybe ill post at e end of .. today . lols . maybe .. if thrs anyth at all .. gotta go i guess , Bye world (:
questioning every little move that i make ..
what am i rly here for .. ? saying gdbyes ?